Unboxed, Not Just a Phone.
After so long
I saw a child in him
The patience
The eagerness
The curiosity
The thirst to learn
Something new
Without any hesitation.
Mom gifted
My father
A phone.
His old one was broken
Yet he managed to use
It for call purposes
So for last few days
No IPL
No news
No updates
We used to lend ours
But not daily.
So he would come
Home
Tired
Energy drained
And would watch the last over of IPL
And would watch news for 5 mins
And sleep.
So mom decided to buy a new one.
Since it was online
He counted days
Waiting for it daily
Like a school kid
Waiting for the last exam to get over
so he could enjoy holidays.
That's how he was.
Very eagerly asking mom
When will it come?
And yesterday the new one reached us
Like a kid
When we were gifted
Something.
I remember
It was a dressing table
I remember
I was overwhelmed
Couldn't concentrate in class
The whole time I was laughing
Jumping out of excitement
Kept imagining how it would be
Came home
Riding my bicycle fast
Taking shortcuts
Reaching home
Very early
than usual
The moment I saw it
I couldn't express it all
For the next 1 year
It was my friend.
A lot of moments like this
Grateful for those.
I saw myself in him
I saw a child in him
I realised how adulting
Erased these moments
Forcing us to be rigid
But now he is an adult
Rather than calling it a child feeling
Why not call it an adult feeling itself?
Why put it under childhood?
Since it wasn't normalised
It felt different
Forgetting that
joy and curiosity
don't have an expiration date.
When dad came home
From office
Early, directly going to the phone
Happiness pouring out
Opened the box
Stayed awake till 1 am
Set all the options
Doing a video call at 1:30 am ๐
To check camera quality
Clicking photos
Of our sleepy faces
Learnt each and every detail
Without hesitation
Without sleeping
Which he usually does
Never can he control his sleep
But his curiosity
And joy of
having bought something new
Made him loud
Joyful.
Realising every heart
Wants these surprises
Every heart still thrives
For such moments
Still loves to experience
New things.
And I realised
Those
Tired legs
Running without any break
Red-rimmed eyes
Blinking restlessly
Rough hands
Holding unspoken emotions inside
Do need some love
Do need some attention
Do need some time to rest
Do need some people with patience to teach
Do need these moments....

Wow awesome ❤️
ReplyDeleteThat's a really wholesome blog ๐
ReplyDeleteThank you rakshaya๐
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